Our Long Journey Back Home.

On January 13, 2018, at 3 pm central my Mom lost her fight with cancer.I began writing a long explanation, of things that happened up to that day but had to stop.

It still hurts way to much.

I have been in a dark cloud. I have a wonderful husband and best friend who have been watching over me diligently.

At first, I was not sleeping and barely eating. 

I still am not sleeping through the night, and falling asleep is still very much a challenge.

I stopped working,I stopped crafting.

Everything has stopped.My husband has been struggling to get me out of bed.

The sadness is to great some days.

I never understand when acquaintances tried to explain the devastation from losing

their Moms.

I understand now.

It is almost indescribable.

My Mom and I were very artsy people.

We loved music.

We loved creating.

Painting, crafting,

It is what made us happy, its what brought us closer.

It's something we shared.

We shared a life full of color, music and happiness.

Now.

Now all the color has left my world.

And the music has disappeared.

I just sit and stare at..nothing

I feel so lost.

My Dad has told us to come home.

He needs us home.

So home we are going to go.

I have tried to start working again.

I sell game content for an online game.

My husband is on disability and can not walk or stand for any time.

I take care of him, and his mother's house where we are staying.

This makes the move a huge financial burden for us.
We are on a deadline of October 2018

We need money for a truck, food, gas.

If need be we will sleep in the truck in a parking lot.

The distance is huge.

We will be traveling alone with our 5 small chihuahuas.

Everything we make from the online game sales and what we can scratch together is going towards the move.

If you would like to donate and help we would be so grateful.

If you play the online game we create in {Second Life} Tell people about our stores, please.

Donation kiosks will be set up at stores.

We have also set up a donation button with paypal.

for those who do not play the game but still want to help.

https://www.paypal.me/FamilyHome

I didn't get to be there for Mom to tell her goodbye.

I didn't get to be there for her when she was fighting so hard 

to make it when we could see each other again.

She was supposed to come home from the hospital.

 I feel that I let her down.

It's something I can never change.

It's something I can't forgive myself for.

My Dad is telling me he needs me home.

He needs me.

He's all alone now.

I need to be home.

Please help me.

We are going from Arizona to Texas.
1,205.05 miles

400.00 for gas
100.00 food
742.00 for rental truck
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1242.00 estimate--this is if we sleep in the truck.

If we are able to save more the money will be used to buy blankets, food, clothes for the trip.

It's going to be cold and we need to make sure our little dogs don't get sick/or are cold.

Us to of course.

Thank  you for your time.

and 

God Bless.

paypal donation button-https://www.paypal.me/FamilyHome